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profile IT'S ME: SJ random fun loving unpredictable able to persevere somehow o.o i laugh like: hohohohahahahehehehohehahe \\i.i// archives June 2007 July 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 August 2010 affiliates credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 5:49 PM
LA eve... Why does everybody progress, grow, learn without me? I used to be in same group as you. Now I realised a very funny thing, whether it is coincidence or me who dominated, it is always me ==> the one who is not so outstanding seeking my own way out. Why did you not wait for me, I feel so odd in this foreign world, not a single sense is with me. The things we used to say, used to do, they are silly though. Once, we played in the rain, hid from adults, followed him... ... Used to cheating teacher, not finishing homework, stealing money from home, and all sorts of memorable moments. That year was my best year, with warm sunlight, cute people, helpful him, innocent girls. Growth is disgusting, why cant we stay in that year, the same place, same sun, same mind? Have you forgotten about me? Yes, change is disgusting too, why did I leave in the first place when you persuaded me. If I stayed, these wouldnt have happened. Broken promises, when I turned back and saw you, do you know how much I want to say no. Nobody understands me like you did, love me like you did. Somethings are lost forever, from the moment of my decision, it is fated.  @ 5:24 PM
FAITH IN A FLOWER Sometimes when faith is running low, And I cannot fathom WHY THINGS ARE SO, I walk alone among the flowers I grow, And learn the ANSWERS to ALL I WOULD KNOW. For among my flowers I have come to see, Life’s MIRACLE and its MYSTERY. And standing in silence and reverie, My FAITH COMES FLOODING BACK TO ME. J stay happy and believe in yourself J Jiayou!J Jiayou Jiayou everybody!!! I love MENG YI to bits!!! Hahahahaha Mon is LA paper 1. Mug mug. Anyways, I've done my very best for this EOY, and if I really cant get what I want, I might as well die. Aaron is so cute, =D Saturday, September 29, 2007 @ 7:22 PM
Woah. It seems like they are not happy, everybody is. So ironic right? It is our way of doing so, but why did the outcome become like this? Nvm. I really dont know what to do to make up for this. Or is it not me who is suppose to say these? People always wanna get away from the past, but why am I brooding over it, thinking what if... If you happen to see this post, please do your best for EOY and stay happy. Leaving you is not because I dislike you or something. Dont doubt yourself as a good friend. All rights, maybe your sadness is not because of me. I cant comfort you now, so please do take good care of yourself and do well for EOY. Yes, jiayou everybody. Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 2:43 PM
 Fell into an infinite world.  MENGYI : THANK YOU FOR CHEERING ME UP JUST NOW. YOU ARE THE CUTEST GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN.haha was really depressed just now, stupid gaomiao didn't answer my call. I really never understand you, to you, I'm just a friend who is funny, crazy and sometimes emo. Ok. Maybe this is how I portrait myself. When i said bye, I didnt really mean it. It was on impulse i think. However, however however. You all can be happy together isn't it? Stepping back cuz I know you doubted me. So long ago, it seems like so long ago that I last concern and think so much of it. I thought it was okay, it was right to do so. Now, I hate you. This is how much you did. I never really hate a person before. This is how you treat .......... that in return. No use saying so much. I'm sad not because of the other one, but you. I seldom trust a person this much. Ya, I know its the same for you too. A few days ago, or even a few minutes ago, I still felt the same way. Its gone its gone. I never know, it hurts so much to pretend laughing. Its you who taught me how. taught me how. I dont really know how people see me. And this time i know, i know. Again, its you who taught me. Bye bye bye bye. Its hard to remove, but at least I will try. So from this moment onwards, ME=SONGJIA Please disassociate me with others. Turn over a new leaf, since you say we are very different. Monday, September 3, 2007 @ 11:16 AM
It has been very long since I last postd. Everything remains the same though. EOY coming up in less than one month time and I'm still slacking, I can feel that everybody is mugging. Anw, it is gonna late. What What What??? This is my holiday//////// And there are too many things for me to do, for me to miss, for me to love/// 664355834 oopsssssssssssssssssss its straight. curl in making--> FAILED |