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Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
DELETED. feel so damn discouraged. damn. what i am doing does not do me any right. what if i leave? lol i bet the whole thing wont be come better. not im thinking too high of myself, but the fact is... i dont understand. why must you... why must you... everybody is unhappy can we just talk? seriously. damn tired by this relationship. everybody seems sad, everybody keeps a distance away from others. are you true to yourself first? lol now, start to question everything around you. nothing worths your trust. so what's the point? coming to school in that sulky face is what we want? school isnt what im looking to anymore. wth is that. conflicts. have this feeling that im going crazy soon. but i wont break down to tears crying doesnt solve the problem. i never tear for sichuan pple, so dont even think that i will cry for this. i wont. i am strong. strong to overcome this feeling. yeah i wanna scream out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn no life. life is so damn boring nowadays, and i have this fuse inside my heart for very long alr. waiting to be lit up. i need i need to cool down. Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 11:25 AM
OVER that's it. there's nothing that I can say at this moment. it is just too hot to touch and you might just set yourself on fire. I can't change anything, but if you are understanding enough, just like my darling friend, who always support me mentally, things will be so much easier. anw, tmr is the start of level camp. quite excited, quite. though it is the date that i've been counting down to. level camp also marks the start of my busy schedule. after level camp is a week of lesson followed by jixun and china trip. won't be back until the last day of june hol and the first week of school is elective. one month isn't long, time really flies in fact, I still feel fresh and new to 3K despite living with it for half a year. I still stick to the same old friends, know very little about other classmates. hope level camp can help to bond 3K. :D went to visit jinzhao with hj char and zy ytd. god believes that we actly spent 3 hours walking around looking for his ward. LOL. he is really a dear classmate! so we bought him 3 packets of chips :D and a bottle of orange juice.:D hehehe hope he can get well soon and join us for level camp. if not somebody will be so ********(muahahhaha) and somebody will be so T.T********* on our way to bugis we built an imaginary pole. damn funny then laughed all the way. we even created a malaysia 拳. muahahahhahaha then lunched at kfc. char left for shangyin and we shifted to lib to complete our packing list. CHILDREN BOOKS ARE DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!! LAUGHED OUR ASSes OFF. muahahahahha go read THE GIANT AND THE BEANSTALK MAN!!!!!! and there's a book called HUNGRY, HUNGRY, HUNGRY! :D HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! TO ALL MOMS IN THE WORLD!!! Sunday, May 4, 2008 @ 12:16 PM
totally disappointed by eds concert. :( sian all the way until i bought contacts. my contacts are no ordinary brand okay in fact i've never heard of it before. that shows how good it is. dont even need to advertise. i bet half of 3k will fail la with a teacher who teaches nothing and spends 3 periods checking thesis statement all of us will die. i wont give it a damn if we dont have to do e darn expository essay but the problem is i donno how to write, and what's the diff betwn it and argumentative... sian. bio concept map is due tmr and i left my bio tb in sch. =.= one more weeek just one more week 7 days just 7 days. im looking forward to level camp :) that is my motivation man!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D |