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skin by: Jane
Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 1:23 PM

woah, really had a cute partner last sat.
muahahahahaha, couldnt stop laughing for the whole night.
so amazing!!!

today im going pan pac again!!!
hope can get a cute cute partner again!!!!!!!

hahahahaha
thinking of this will make me laugh.

a lot of things happened that brought me to another perspective of the world.
until now, my life is still full of innocence and kindness.
it is totally different outside.
should really appreciate all i have now before they are gone.

well well well.

I really really really love every single one of you, all the people i had spent time with before.
a smile, a hug, a convo and love.

everything de everything,
i want to say a big thank you for making my life a colourful one.

=D



Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 12:36 PM

going to Pan Pac!!!
yeah, finally after so many days in RCCC,
finally im able to work in Pan Pac!!!

today should be 3rd time working in TCC,
it was disastrous. esp the 1st day.
hahaha got scolded from manager and cried infront of so many people.
ohh unpleasant memory.
really hope i can get a nice partner today like i had on thursday.

had been doing food since started working
and im doing drink for the first time tmr
uhhh, nervous.
the work is tough but i still survived.

i told myself whenever i pick up the oval tray
that no matter what happens i shall not put it down.

doing drink for the first time ALONE.
dont know if i can make through the whole day.
for sure no enough energy one.

wanna do something bad... ...
hahaha
the food was nice in RCCC
esp the desert ;D



@ 11:59 AM

results are out, and i think i did well.
except that hist and la are quite wasted,
read the question wrongly and ended up doing the wrong source.

anyway,
its over!!!
and i shall not celebrate until i get what i want.
$$$$$

woah,
i cant believe that im working this hard.
never in my whole life.
i have changed! :D

it will be paid off
sure it will.

jiayou jiayou ;D



Tuesday, October 9, 2007 @ 6:37 PM

ahhahaha
today was spinning michelle's pen when she's still eating.
and e pen dropped into her bowl.
ahhahaha

quite happy
cos finished maths paper 50 min before hand
and managed to correct 1 error in e last 2 min.

but the ans is still wrong
ahhahaha
forgot to times 3.

shall not eat it again.



Friday, October 5, 2007 @ 8:42 PM

EWWWWWWWWWWWW
why why why.
I feel so insulted.
why did it come out instead of what I was hoping to see.
yucks yucks yucks
3 more papers to go!!! woohoo...
didnt do well didnt do well.
below word limit for summary again.
hahahas.

觉得自己好失败。好像从来没想过的事情都发生了。
我觉得自己才是该被唾弃的,连我也讨厌自己了。

从前的很多很多想法都改变了。曾经以为自己至高无上,
现在看来都是失败的根源。

好久好久一直问自己,到底我为什么活着。
就算结束了,观众还只是我一个。
努力的挣扎是为了什么。

到底什么是结束?
那是一个新的开始,
突然觉得;就那么一下子,
好像什么都明白了,又不明白。

开始是为了结束,
结束又是为了开始。

没想过那么多,
也不敢想。

我没能力改变世界,
那我只能改变自己。

说了这么多好像是对自己的侮辱,
我都后悔了。




Thursday, October 4, 2007 @ 12:28 PM

Finished geog paper!!!
why ah why.
im hopeless lah. T.T
rushed through e paper and did like shit,
ms tang kept walking pass me
adding pressure on me hur.
wanna cry...
spent so much time memorising stuffs,
waste a lot of paper and ink too.

how ah how...
donno how to do summary...
i want to take triple science leh,
please please please///=/



Wednesday, October 3, 2007 @ 12:47 PM

ARGH~~~!!!
DAMN SAD.
BUT IM LAUGHING.
AHHAHAHAHA
SHE'S CRAZY!!!!!!
HISTORY SBC QN READ WRONGLY
SAW SOURCE D AS SOURCE C!!!!!
DIE DIE DIE!!!!

HAHAHAH
MICHELLE WAS TYPING FOR ME JUST NOW.
BUT I REALLY READ THE QUESTION WRONGLY LAH
ITS LIKE 6 MARKS. LOLS
6/35 MARKS.
HOWEVER HOWEVER, NICE NICE MR ZEIN PROMISED TO INFORM MY MARKER, HOPE I CAN STILL GET A FEW MARKS.
I SPENT 15/105 MIN TO DO THIS QUESTION SO LONG LAH, ITS EVEN LONGER THAN MY 10 MARKS QUESTION!!!
HOW HOW HOW?!?!?!?!

WHY AH WHY.
ALWAYS MAKE THIS KIND OF MISTAKE, NOT THE FIRST TIME ALREADY. BUT ITS THE FIRST TIME FOR HISTORY.
I JUST GOT BACK SOME CONFIDENCE IN HIST AND NOW ITS GONE.
I THINK ITS JUST LIKE MS LING COMMENTED LOR, I MAKE HER WONDER WHETHER SHE IS A GOOD TEACHER. 2/12 MARKS. HAHAHA IM HOPELESS LAH.
REALLY TAKING GEOG NEXT YEAR. BUT DONT THINK CAN TAKE TRIPLE SCIENCES.

NVR MIND, TAKE DOUBLE SCIENCE WITH ME LAH

BUT IM NOT TAKING HISTORY SORRY

BOO HOO:(

TOO BAD LAH, I SUCK AT HIST. GEOG ALSO LAH

THEN TAKE HIST LAH, MORE INTERESTING

I DONT WANT LAH, EVEN THOUGH I DO VERY BADLY FOR GEOG, BUT AT LEAST I NEVER FAIL.

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HOW AH HOW.
TMR IS GEOGRAPHY.
ITS DAMN IRRITATING.
HOW COULD I MAKE SUCH MISTAKE>!?!?!

BYE BYE...BYE BYE.



Monday, October 1, 2007 @ 1:21 PM

ohmy, now is eoy period and im still using com in sch lib. was supposed to stay back to study with michelle, but we both ended up reading books. that is considered studying too right? i really hate la to large extent, really flunk it. had been studying so hard for this month, argh, so not worth it. it is not much better that last year just that i stay back at a different place and supposingly doing different things. had brought all my hist notes to mug, haizzz, dont think i can study lahs. tmr is chinese, so shouldnt be worrying, but my chi compo is sliding down, boom! got supra low marks for recent works, yea, for maths also. im too old to stud leh.

hahaha i think i can unleash one's laughing potential leh. oh blahs. should i thank god? somebody is so funny, had been laughing at him for 2 weeks. and does he love lib that much? everytime i come into lib will see him focusing on the screen, is he watching porn? and got this girl came to study with him. ewwwww, cant stand it, and since last time i kicked his bag, he have been placing his darling bag on table. ahahha, donno what to comment on this.

i think im too stress thats why im talking crap now. is readers digest nice? i nid to charge batt. as usual,school campus is quiet during eoy period. it is hard to sort my feelings now, aiya, why am i blogging? or is this a blog? has been posting damn frequently nowdays, i dont like. the only subject that i am confident of is science, okay, only chem and phy. not good at bio, cant even rmb the words and functions. erm, for hist i find it okay...and geog also. actually theres nothing for me to be afraided of, im prepared for the worst senario. i see zhang dong liang now. ahhaha, long time no see man.

shalt thou study? shalt thee study. shut up shut up shut up. wilber pan has been exceptionally shuai today. i want to slp now, can shut up? greenwood pri sch, i love u. hehehe, forcing to like great shake-s-pear. shake shake shake. wow, cold.

=D l.o.v.e =D good luck for eoy my darlings.